it had started to rain, but we didnt care
every word that was spoken held onto the air
brand new & the movielife are playing tonight and i don't get to go.
i don't get to go because i fucked up and thought i had found someone that would do anything for me. but i was wrong and i fucked up and now I have to pay for wanting to be wanted. i have to fix more things than you can think of and i'm ready to just give up and shoot myself between the eyes.