it had started to rain, but we didnt care
every word that was spoken held onto the air
christmas time makes me smile. the crisp cold air and the excitment

but this year its different...its been hot and not exciting.

i cry in public because of all the couples and smiles.

i want my christmas to be about smiles and christopher again. instead of stress and tears.

< 7:42 p.m. on 2002-12-21 >