it had started to rain, but we didnt care
every word that was spoken held onto the air
my friends mom just banned her from coming over my house.

my dads a fuck and i need more help.

he grabbed me, yelled in my face. hit my mom in the face threw stuff at her.

all under the influence.

i hate him more than anything.

i've been trying to be nice to him and tell him that i love him but when he pulls shit like this it just makes me want to shoot him between the eyes.

even more when he touches my mom.

i love my mom. she cares. my dad needs to die.

i feel so alone. and like i don't belong anywhere.

again...i just started over.

< 5:37 p.m. on 2003-03-08 >