it had started to rain, but we didnt care
every word that was spoken held onto the air
today i locked myself in my room and read for over 4 hours. i stopped for a little bit to listen to music and draw to give my head a rest. and now its my internet break. my throat hurts and i think i'm going to go to bed early tonight. or maybe read some hg wells. whatever it is. i've cried a few times today and i still feel pretty bad.

< 10:05 p.m. on 2003-10-09 >