it had started to rain, but we didnt care every word that was spoken held onto the air |
i try so hard to make other people happy. so hard it is ripping my insides out. i try so hard to get him to like me. to move our relationship up from being so called 'best friends' to what i've wanted for a year and a half. but he won't. he just leads me on. and i know it but i can't help but still try. no one knows how hard i try and i wish they did so they wouldn't take advantage of me. everyone else is my life. i'm nothing to me. |