it  had  started  to  rain,   but  we  didnt  care
every word that was spoken held onto the air
2004-10-11 - -
2004-05-07 - silence
2004-04-22 - it really smells and i'm sick of love
2004-01-22 - star in the black sky
2004-01-14 - word
2003-12-19 - step on me
2003-12-11 - i guess i'm a bad daughter
2003-12-11 - bands against bush
2003-12-10 - scribbled on a piece of torn notebook paper
2003-12-02 - music and boys
2003-11-20 - i'm changing
2003-11-15 - just to fill space
2003-11-08 - oh just forget it can you bring me gasoline
2003-11-07 - lovely weather and i miss a boy
2003-11-03 - emo shelley being not so emo
2003-11-03 - back and ready for action
2003-11-01 - she is gone
2003-10-31 - i'm dead
2003-10-30 - i really do dream.
2003-10-27 - think of something better because i'm not here
2003-10-27 - i'm sorry
2003-10-23 - lovely
2003-10-22 - elliott smith 1969-oct 21 2003
2003-10-22 - elliott smith 1969-oct 22 2003
2003-10-19 - what if i told you this was it.
2003-10-15 - the best mixcd for the good day ending in bad
2003-10-14 - i'll do it
2003-10-13 - come on!
2003-10-09 - book junkie
2003-10-09 - feeling good
2003-10-08 - finally. my acoustic cd!
2003-10-07 - you know
2003-10-04 - nice fall day with a nice family talk.
2003-10-02 - say say come out and play with me
2003-10-02 - hope you get better soon
2003-09-30 - make me feel like i'm worth something
2003-09-30 - we went uptown downtown everywhere between
2003-09-29 - the air is crisp like happyness
2003-09-25 - dead dead dead please
2003-09-23 - first day of fall!
2003-09-21 - all gone
2003-09-21 - be productive
2003-09-20 - i want to show you
2003-09-17 - what i learned at school
2003-09-15 - in memory of Roy Walter.
2003-09-09 - don't feel like typing for you
2003-09-09 - one day
2003-09-07 - i hate everyone
2003-09-04 - one for my lonely
2003-09-01 - you won't understand that
2003-09-01 - all i have to do
2003-09-01 - all i have to do.
2003-08-31 - morgface
2003-08-28 - i like to draw with rulers
2003-08-27 - happy fucking birthday
2003-08-12 - school [stars] starts
2003-08-10 - amazing night
2003-08-09 - fuck you and your stupid life without me
2003-08-05 - i'm dancing with myself
2003-08-03 - 2 month anniversary
2003-07-31 - i hate it all
2003-07-30 - mmmmm bop i dream of horses
2003-07-29 - i've been listening to piebald. it feels right
2003-07-25 - she really does
2003-07-25 - but the cleaner i get is the messest yet.
2003-07-23 - stick figure world
2003-07-22 - and die
2003-07-21 - bad
2003-07-21 - choke
2003-07-19 - capture my world on a role of film
2003-08-16 - my heart was beating as fast as you dropped our love
2003-08-15 - some memories are like diease
2003-08-14 - can't see anyone
2003-08-13 - cummings
2003-07-14 - doing things way too close to the finish line
2003-08-12 - enloom is good
2003-08-11 - i've never sweated so much in my life
2003-08-09 - keep my company
2003-08-06 - go away forever
2003-07-06 - hope it lasts
2003-07-05 - my novel
2003-08-03 - help help help me do what i want
2003-07-31 - tears on the swings
2003-07-30 - are you killing me?
2003-07-27 - i can't move on
2003-07-26 - longer
2003-07-25 - lovely trip
2003-06-16 - one day death will be my reality
2003-06-16 - shoot
2003-06-13 - movie and dinner
2003-06-11 - i got my car today!!!!
2003-06-10 - can't go back to sleep!
2003-06-06 - the nigth i lost my will to fight
2003-06-05 - alone at home
2003-05-28 - i feel invinsible
2003-05-27 - what i dream of
2003-05-26 - suckas
2003-05-25 - why did he do it?
2003-05-24 - die
2003-05-21 - not enough
2003-05-19 - i'm not too smart
2003-05-18 - i'm desparate for [i wish he was mine] a boy in pa
2003-05-17 - sarah is the best girl ever
2003-05-14 - seriously shelley.
2003-05-12 - i love it
2003-05-11 - mexicans and parks
2003-05-06 - christopher?
2003-05-05 - sista sista!
2003-04-29 - chase chase chase
2003-04-24 - i'm next
2003-04-18 - bright eyes forever
2003-04-18 - thanks
2003-04-16 - nothing
2003-04-16 - it just bothers me.
2003-04-11 - mistake
2003-04-06 - when you feel like 1580 miles apart isn't enough
2003-04-04 - journalist shelley
2003-04-02 - saabffe
2003-03-31 - you are the one
2003-03-31 - when death will become me
2003-03-30 - i drove all night to get to you
2003-03-26 - so i watched the rain fall on my face
2003-03-25 - goodjob. now i hate you
2003-03-24 - i'm so punk rawk you fucking jerk
2003-03-23 - i do miss you still
2003-03-20 - crying tears because you are away....forever
2003-03-14 - sips don't come in large
2003-03-11 - red dots bffe
2003-03-09 - you are you
2003-03-08 - when i realize
2003-03-08 - back to the way i was
2003-03-08 - when the paxil isn't enough
2003-03-06 - it hurts
2003-03-05 - cake decorating class
2003-03-02 - blah blah blah blah
2003-03-02 - and i'm the only player
2003-02-28 - dirt on the desk
2003-02-15 - when you are 40..what will you ever remember?
2003-02-05 - unworthy of you
2003-02-02 - no more fighting
2003-01-29 - she is different
2003-01-27 - cause we can get down
2003-01-22 - magic dolls and uncaring loves
2003-01-19 - worried and wishing
2003-01-19 - worried and wishing
2003-01-18 - ballroom dancing on the front porch
2003-01-16 - you're not a women you're a dancer
2003-01-07 - nerd!!
2003-01-05 - the stars reflecting from your bright brown eyes.
2003-01-05 - i need to tell you
2003-01-01 - break again
2002-12-31 - happy new years
2002-12-27 - christopher...do you love me?
2002-12-25 - i <3 web cams
2002-12-21 - anti-smiles for christmas
2002-12-15 - college costs tooooooooo much
2002-12-02 - you are the one. you are so fresh
2002-12-01 - fall is leaving and winter is coming
2002-11-29 - christopher is my boyface.
2002-11-25 - fashiest torcher chamber
2002-11-24 - punk is 'in'
2002-11-21 - enjoy the walk
2002-11-20 - ....and i'm going to lose you over something stupid.
2002-11-19 - fashiest
2002-11-18 - fall smells like christmas
2002-11-14 - bedroom dancing
2002-11-12 - shades of brown
2002-11-10 - kill
2002-11-05 - i hate i hate i hate
2002-10-29 - i don't have a job.
2002-10-17 - christopher <3's me
2002-10-11 - garrett is fun.
2002-10-10 - pretty girls makes graves makes my heart race
2002-10-02 - work day
2002-09-22 - shhh....i'm a secret
2002-08-27 - peace out g
2002-08-14 - first day of school.
2002-08-07 - dusty marie walter.
2002-08-06 - wednesday. bleh.


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