it had started to rain, but we didnt care every word that was spoken held onto the air

i don't have any friends. not one. and thats why i have been laying on my bed looking at this computer screen for hours. i've been yelling and crying and talking to people i don't know...and then having them just stop talking to me. i'm not interesting anymore. i'm just empty. and all i want to do is stay in my room lock the door and only talk to people from the computer. i don't want to use my ulgy voice i don't want anyone to see my ulgy face. i don't want to see anyone. ever. < 11:21 p.m. on 2002-05-10 >