it had started to rain, but we didnt care
every word that was spoken held onto the air
i never want to get out of bed. i just want to lay and think of neat screen names that i'm going to change into. i want to be able to look out my window and see the beautiful stars above. i want to smile and laugh at my own jokes. i want to write about my life up until now. then finish it when there is more to write. i just want to smile all the time. i want my cheeks to hurt. i want my teeth to show.

my fingers stopped working. no more to write. until next time.

< 12:49 p.m. on 2002-05-30 >