it had started to rain, but we didnt care
every word that was spoken held onto the air
the screaming words weren't from my parents today. but my sister and her fiance.

i went outside because it is a beautiful day and i dangled my legs off a two story building. i went walking and decided. i'm not going to fight with christopher anymore. no matter what is said. i have to keep calm and try to understand his side and get him to understand my side. the lack of understanding is what causes fights and i want all my words with him to be beautiful and not hurtful because i only get so many in this lifetime and i dont' want to waste any.

i love my christopher and i hope he understands me. thats all i need.

< 12:37 p.m. on 2003-02-02 >