it had started to rain, but we didnt care
every word that was spoken held onto the air
my dads father died this morning. my mother won't let me go to his funeral. i don't think its her decision if i go or not. i'm 16 fucking years old and its MY grandfather. she has nothing to do with it

i hope she knows how bad she hurt me. i hope she finally understands how much she keeps fucking me up.

< 3:29 p.m. on 2003-09-15 >